CHOICES I CANT MAKE.

I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP W THIS GUY BUT... I HAVE A CRUSH ON ANOTHER GUY. DOESNT COUNT ON CHEATING, RIGHT? YAY! K, I WANT TO BREAK UP. BUT.. MY FRIENDS DONT WANT ME, TOO. HMM, MY SHX! I WANT TO BREAK UP SSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. BUT, I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO STICK WITH IT :(